School has been stressful, grades are probably not the best. Sometimes I understand why because I'm not grasping it all but other times I get it but when I get to the test my head just spins in circles. Things at home are so stressful, I get so worried but I need to realize that its not in my hands and no matter what God is in control.

I was listening to a song today and these lyrics were comforting...

'cause I cant always see your hand

and I cant always understand

the ways of a God beyond me so far

the ways of my God who holds my heart

the artist was writing about Job and all of his trials. I know that my trials are nothing compared to Job.

" So I will trust in Your words, each step I take renew my faith and I will trust in Your words each step I take reveal your grace to me cause I cant always see your hand cant always understand the ways of my God, the ways of you..."

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart lean not on your own understanding but in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will set your paths straight." Proverbs 3:5-6